Nil by Mouth

This afternoon I remembered there

This afternoon I remembered there are other auditory choices besides NPR and BBC World. I popped in Bob Dylan’s Desire and tried to pep myself up for a day at the flea market. I wasn’t very successful at the pep part but i did manage to get to the market. It didn’t really cheer me up all that much. Although I found this fabulous wooden-hand-jewelry-keeper thing (the jewelry was already mine).

It really didn’t lift my spirits as much as it should have (I mean, look at the fingers at the bottom…neat-O). Tuesday’s tragedies are weighing me down. I miss Jeff who was here last week and who made Paris infinitely more beautiful and made this place feel like home somehow. And worst of all I have this icky feeling of impending doom. I’m hoping it’s PMS. I’m not very clairvoyant, so I don’t put any weight on it besides for bumming me out. It just seems like things are going to suck for sometime now.

Can someone cheer me up?

• Sep 15