Off to New York for

Off to New York for about 10 days on Friday. This week here’s been a tough one, last week was tough too. Finally made some decisions. Now i just have to carry them all out. Haven’t had more than 4 hours of sleep a night in over a week. I don’t know how I’m going to go on like this.

My New York trip is a list of things to resolve. These pending resolutions are what’s keeping me up at night. I turn over scenario after scenario in my mind. Sadistically ending on the worst so i have to get up and drink a glass of water to try and distract myself to the next thing. I’ve seen every hour on my alarm clock out of one open eye, contemplating sleep aids.

I’m not the only American in Paris who’s ground has slipped out from under her. It’s hard here. I guess it’s hard everywhere. I guess i just want to go home.

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